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喜歡音樂，但到現在也未學懂看樂譜，而且手指遲純，學結他失敗；可幸的是耳朵靈敏和記憶力強，一首歌聽一兩次便可以記得旋律。

喜歡寫blog，卻差點停寫維持了兩年的第一個blog。在停寫的兩個月期間，雖然有點不習慣，可是得著的比失去的多，原因不詳述了，或者可以打個比喻，上帝某天刻意放一塊石頭在路上，讓你絆倒，你雖然摔得很痛，卻偶然發現地上有件寶物，如果沒有摔倒，便會錯過。

對某些鮮花的香味會有敏感反應，但公司附近卻有七處賣花的地方，有花店，有花檔；幸好不是位處花墟。

收花時感動得熱淚盈眶，原來只是美麗的誤會；那只是致敏原對眼睛所引起的化學反應，引致淚腺分泌過量，多麼的剎風景。

即使如此，矛盾的我有時又會渴望收花的。

很想不工作，再做學生，卻沒有做學生的學費及生活費。

很想放假去旅行，卻遲遲未能作出安排。

很想出版第二本書，卻未找到妥善的方案。

新的意念源源不絕湧現，但實踐的步伐卻未能跟上。

希望在明年辦個人畫展，交了三個建議書給不同的機構，卻還未等到回應；不介意繼續寫第四個、第五個…..建議書，但每個建議書都要花心思及時間去寫的，無論結果是怎樣，可否有個簡單的回覆。

並不覺得我的作品比日本的點點南瓜婆婆差，唯一比不上她的是：我只有間歇性自閉症，未至於有精神病，也從未試過自殺，將來也應該不會，因為我懂得自愛；而且有人愛護我，我不會令他們失望；也許不愛護我的人也很多，不想給他們有個開香檳慶祝的機會。

很想勤力點完成某些工作；卻遇上病魔。

不會刻意去做一些有爭議性的創作，但無可避免創作有時會被曲解。

很想參與某個設計比賽，即使得到客人的支持，無奈紙價嚴重超支，不能實行，只好放棄。

前晚打算坐巴士到金鐘吃壽司，登上巴士後，發覺車內的抽風系統有問題，車廂中有一股氣油味，最近我的鼻膜發炎已令我很不舒服的了，加上這樣的環境，很快便流鼻水，於是中途下了車，然後步行到中環SOHO區隨便找間餐廳吃晚飯；宿命點說，我是注定去不到原來想去的地方吃壽司，但去了另一間之前未去過的餐廳，吃了一款之前未試過的麵包，吃了鱸魚扒，吃了墨西哥風味Pizza，喝了一杯因為病而很久未嚐過的可樂，滿足了探險心態，也不見得很糟。

總是在特別的日子期待有特別的驚喜，結果卻是特別的失落。

寫了那麼多，可是我絕不相信宿命！

雖然平時說話很細聲，但有需要時也可以很大聲。小汀說大聲不代表就是真理，但至少代表有自信。

雖然喊口號式的自信只像虛火，但煋煋之火可以燎原，有點火還是好的。

Words of Wisdom from a Life of Experience………..

What a difference a sad event in someone's life makes.

GEORGE CARLIN (His wife recently died…)

Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent…and so very appropriate.

A Message by George Carlin:

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete…

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, “I love you” to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

某大俠為其八達通卡增值了幾百元，因他經常行走江湖，用錢比較多；但之後用卡付款卻發覺在卡機上顯示的餘數是很少，莫非扣錯數？但且慢，不要輕舉妄動，先保留單據以便日後追查；可是當他再次出招並把八達通卡放在卡機上，餘數又顯示還有幾百元，奇怪？！；他以為一切回覆正常了，但第三次出卡，是在便利店交費，便利店小二說部機顯示張卡的餘額不夠，但不可能吧，張卡明明有幾百元的，是張卡消失了功力嗎？還是入了黑店？但便利店是查不到張卡有沒有壞的，於是小二建議他去地鐵站找大師驗查張卡。

當他去到地鐵站，正想拿張卡出來給地鐵站大師時，霎時間晴天霹靂，原來張卡下面還有另一張八達通卡。